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Dec. 31st, 2011 05:49 pm
shaymin: (aph ⊕ homies)
Who is this person???

LiveJournal: aimaru [inactive]
InsaneJournal: lugia [inactive]
deviantArt: galacta
tumblr: treymin
twitter: kittendumbs
Flight Rising: galacta
GPX+: galacta
VDex: england [closing]
Aywas: galacta
Squibby: kirkland [inactive]
GaiaOnline: hemu [inactive]
YouTube: galacta
NicoVideo: trey
DW Muse List: here

...I think that's enough.
shaymin: (aph ⊕ superman)
things i need to watch/read once school stops kicking me in the butt:

Pretty Cure MAX HEART
Pretty Cure Splash Star
Heartcatch Pretty Cure!
Mawaru Penguindrum
Pokémon: The Origin i didn't realize it was only 4 eps
Chi's New Address
Love DNA XX read everything that's been translated
Princess Knight
Kill la Kill
Mayo Chiki!
Inu X Boku Secret Service
Yozakura Quartet
Yakitate!! Japan
Ancient Aliens Debunked
Homestuck (catch up)
I Was Kidnapped by Lesbian Pirates from Outer Space
Best Friends 4ever
Invader ZIM (rewatch)
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic (season 4 starts Nov 23)
Legend of Korra s2
Bee and PuppyCat
Iron Man 3 (watch 1 and 2 first)
Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.
Orange is the New Black

curse you school causing me to have a backlog. it's bad enough i need to start making a list.

you can bet a lot of these things are going to give me rp ideas.
shaymin: (aph ⊕ comfort)
Today in church the sermon was about being a fan as opposed to being a family member. First off, Pastor talked about how the Seattle Mariners are doing. Nowadays, people who are 'fans' are ashamed to admit such a thing, when 20 years ago, those same fans were screaming in happiness when the Mariners succeeded. The point he made is absolutely clear: fans are fickle. They cheer if you do something good, but boo if you do something bad. They judge on the moment.

Whereas if you become a family member, you watch a person grow over time. You stick with that person through good times and bad and praise them for when they achieve, but also encourage them when they stumble. I thought this was a beautiful lesson because it taught me that what I'm doing is right. I toss myself into friendships with all my heart and really want to make things work out between us. I look at new friendships made through games as hopefully going somewhere rather than just being RP friends. This, most often, doesn't work, because there is little in common after the fandom aspect. But that still doesn't mean I didn't try or that I won't try again.

I was recently called a stalker (not in a good way), something I had never been called in my life because I was desperately trying to reach out to a nice lady who I thought I had a lot in common with. I wanted to share my thoughts with her, and said that I wish we could hang out together (which is something I say with all my online friends. I mean, who wouldn't want to hang out with you lovelies?). And she thought I was creepy. And it hurt me. It still hurts me.

I can't think about it anymore, though. You know why? I believe I did the right thing. I tried to be God-like (meaning like God, my Father). I tried to show love, and that scared her. There is nothing I can do about it anymore. I don't believe my pain will be there forever, and I'll just keep doing what I do. If people think I'm creepy or that I'm trying too hard, then they are welcome to fear me. I deeply apologize if I've ever made anyone uncomfortable because that was the last thing I ever wanted to do.

In my life, I've had a lot of 'fans.' I'm sure most of you have, too. And I don't think that's bad. But I want to be more than a fan. :3 I want to watch you grow, and nurture and love you, love anyone, because that's how I want to be treated, too. Is that bad? This is not just something that can be applied to, you know, people who believe in God, or are religious. This is just about being a good person.

Thanks for listening to my rant!
shaymin: (aph ⊕ superman)
Okay, well. I don't know how much I'll use DW, since I'm kind of out of the keeping a journal phase. But we'll see. At least I'll hop around and check other peoples' journals, because it seems like such a waste to not use this beautiful name (that I paid 15 dollars for/rename token). So! I've decided I'll give a huge introduction about myself. Unless you are [personal profile] sunbeams, who I have known for YEARS, you most likely just know me through RP, I hope you find this useful! I won't hold anything back! Kesesese~

treymin pokedex entry )

I think that's good enough for now? Like I said, I'm not sure how much I'll be using this journal other than to keep track of friends. I'm going to try not to keep it too depressing LOL. I also don't think I'll move older entries over here because looking at the past makes me sad. :( I don't mind if they are deleted anyway. Don't plan on looking over them anymore. But, yeah! If you want to ask me anything else, go right ahead~

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